3.2 Happy Mardi Gras! To shame myself!

3.3 Ok after meeting massive of ppl, self esteem is getting lower 👌🏽

3.4 I feel like I’m already tired for my life, just full of changing and heart breaking.

3.5 Get myself drunk then I can sleep easily although my body can’t take it

3.6 Was so dumb wasting time on bullshit :)

3.7 There’s no hope in my life, I pray for that but still nothing happens. All year round of rejection, should I mad and hate? Or probably I am just tired

3.8 hope all girls are happy today, and I may also be happy soon

3.9 Should love myself but how to embrace myself first

3.10 Gosh not sure if this time god turns to me or not

3.11 don’t want to turn the emotion on, I can be cool

3.12 I feel like I’ll waste this month as well

3.13 so mostly go with flow but still have to fight

3.14 try to be proactive but things always go wrong

3.15 Keep positive tho