Sometimes i can't unstand why everything changed so much.If i choose to leave, will everything become better?A strong sense of loss makes me very decadent, i don't want this,but have no idear to change it

I'm tired, for everything.Deep sense of powerlessness are full of my whole body. I want to give up, but i couldn't.,because I konw the result.Now of i, like a tired traveller aimless wandering in the desert.

I used to lie,lost in the lie.Hypocrisy makes me went this road.i don't know how to keep the right way,i wish someone can go with me, hold me, courage me and to be my back up,because i hate lonely. When the midnight, i can't control my feelings, such as:Eager to love and happiness.

I need you, but who you are

Can't sleep

操！

清华教授说如果把西游记倒过来看，其实 更精彩。如来派师徒四人带上八部天书和 小白龙去东土大唐传教,在一路上遇到了各 种妖怪,打来打去发现他们都是有后台的,无 论怎么作恶都不受惩罚，八戒和沙僧觉得 太黑暗了,无奈一个躲进了高老庄,一个钻进 了流沙河,只有悟空坚持正义一路斩妖除魔 护送师傅东去传教。结果天庭对悟空实在 忍无可忍就和如来达成协议——我们可以 保证唐三藏平安到长安,不过你得把孙悟空 这个刺儿头给办了,如来同意了，在一翻阴 谋之下，白龙重伤坠入山涧，悟空败了， 被压在了五指山下,而唐三藏却抛弃了孙悟 空，孤身来到长安，在长安传完教，被封 为御弟，享受完荣华富贵，寿终正寝。就 这样过了五百年,悟空终于从五指山下逃了 出来,一声不吭,把天庭搅了个天翻地覆,天 庭被逼无奈许诺让猪八戒化为人身，封为 天蓬元帅，沙和尚封为卷帘大将，只要他 们能够杀掉孙悟空。最后的最后，因为兄 弟相残而心灰意冷的悟空去寻找菩提祖师 解惑，然后他封印了修为，如意金箍棒扔 进了东海化作定海神针，回到花果山，陪 着猴子猴孙过完了平凡的一生，最终在花 果山的山顶化作了一块石头

容易想太多，疑心太重